Topic: i know this is overkill, but,
- Nov 28, 2008 03:08am by jayBird
copy apologizes .. kinda,
http://blog.myspace.com/index.cfm?fu...dID=1547891 5
MY DEEPEST APOLOGIES GO OUT TO.....
Current mood: determined
Category: Life
Myself. I've came to the profound realization that alcohol & myself do NOT mix. Anyone that has had the chance to be around me, while "blacked out" knows this. It's caused a lot of bullshit for me so as of the past few weeks I've steered clear of it. I plan to stay away from it. My deepest apologies also go out to anyone who I offended or was an asshole to while intoxicated. It would be one thing if I were conscious while acting that way to them, but in most of the cases, I have little to zero recollection of events if I'm drunk enough to act like a hell spawn. This shit has been on my mind for a few weeks and I thank God for the (slightly) unfortunate incident that played as the "straw that broke the camel's back". I want to thank HIM & apologize to Kansas City & any other city (btw, it's BAD when you have to apologize to a CITY) that I may have acted a fool in. Anybody who truly knows me, knows that the person who shows up while I'm super drunk is NOT Pete. I am dead serious about this and have been in clubs,bars etc & have been successful at resisting wack ass liquor. I felt the need to let the fans & supporters know & hope that I'm not viewed any different for being human.We all make mistakes. Focus on my music and my lyrics and not so much on my mistakes. I have lost too many friends in the past 3 years ALONE & I don't want to be removed from Earth just yet. Ok. That's off my chest. Time to go back to working on the new album.
